After the first sip of my morning chai while turning around that calender got my attention. The date was 30th september. There was a sound on my mind “wow you successfully wasted 9months congratulation”

Instantly my mood got changed even the chai taste bitter.. On the other side my radio questioning the meaning of my existance by playing a song. As usual my mindvoice self troll myself by said “Emotional damage”

Then i got up and go straight to my room and look around on the corner, my dusted diary waiting for me to pickup just like predict this situation before.

I said your time has just arrived dude, come. The page where i wrote my bucket list and it remain unticked. Top on the list was “starting a blog”. I always wanted to start a blog. Even i wrote many blogs but never had the courage to publish. “Self doubt is the enemy” a popup sound from my mobile distracted me. A notification from Instagram about a post. It said “Better an oops than a what if” believe me i am not doing it, this universe made me do it. Anyways it’s happening and to be continued…